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You can leave

Come into my home2014_Cenzura
Express yourself
I embrace creativity
As long as
You don’t say something
I don’t like
Or discuss something
I don’t want
You to discuss
It is my home after all
If you don’t like it,

You can leave.

Come visit my community
Express yourself
I embrace creativity
As long as
You don’t say something
I don’t like
Or discuss something
I don’t want
You to discuss
It is my community after all
If you don’t like it,

You can leave.

Come live in my country
Express yourself
We embrace creativity
As long as
You don’t say something
We don’t like
Or discuss something
We don’t want
You to discuss
It is our country after all
If you don’t like it,

You can leave.

Welcome to our world.
You have been conditioned
To accept the domination
Of others
Your entire life
In fact
You want it
need it
crave it

We do not care
about your
creativity
You say only
What we tell you
You don’t discuss
You simply do
As you are told

This is our world after all
If you don’t like it…


Censorship is the suppression of speech or deletion of communicative material which may be considered objectionable, harmful, sensitive, or inconvenient. There are many types of censorship: moral, political, military, religious, corporate. Each type comes with its own set of justifications for the prohibition and control of free expression.

Some questions about dark energy

Since before recorded history, shamans around the world have visited different layers of the universe. Many call these the upper, middle and lower worlds. Unfortunately, these worlds are not measurable with scientific equipment and cannot be independently verified through repeatable observation. Because of this, science must reject what cannot be tested.

But as our knowledge of the physics of the universe increases, scientists have discovered that, based on what we know, there is not enough matter in galaxies to hold them together. To make computer models work, there must be more gravity, and gravity is caused by the curvature of space due to mass. So there simply must be more mass in the universe than we can currently observe.

drkmtrAnother complexity is explaining why the universe’s expansion is accelerating. Again, scientists theorize there must be a currently undetectable energy in the universe that is causing this. Not just a little energy mind you, a lot.

Current estimates forecast that the universe is actually 68% dark energy, 27% dark matter and only around 5% “normal” matter. That’s quite a bit of mass and pure energy out there that we cannot see or measure.

Some questions:

Could there be other forms of life that consist entirely of dark matter/energy?

We know only about life as it is found on our planet with regular matter. It’s not an outlandish theory to consider that if this accounts for only 5% of the universe, life may exist within the other realms. We could be living side by side with dark energy based entities.

Could the “soul” or our life energy actually be dark energy?

If there are dark energy entities (spirits, angels, guides, etc.), perhaps we are also dark energy beings who are inhabiting this rare form of matter making up 5% of the universe. Scientists cannot quantify the soul. Yet so many of us, across all cultures throughout the entire history of humanity, have felt as if there is “more” to us than just our physical bodies.

Could the shaman’s journey be from an awareness of dark energy and matter?

Suppose we are dark energy beings inhabiting our bodies. Perhaps the shaman is someone who is able to perceive their native existence despite being focused on experiencing the universe of normal matter.

Richard Bach explained this concept in his book Illusions, when he suggested the real world as we observe it is not entirely who we are. It’s like when we go into a movie theater. We sit together in a room with dozens of other people, the lights go down and the movie plays on the screen. For a couple of hours, we forget who we are, and identify with the characters on the screen.

We feel fear, happiness, surprise…a full range of emotions. When the characters are in danger, we feel in danger. When good triumphs, we feel victorious. But occasionally, we may pull our focus away from the movie and remember that we are just sitting in a theater with a bunch of other people. We existed before the movie started and we will continue to exist after it ends.

Perhaps the shaman is simply able to see the theater despite the distraction of the movie.

Your thoughts?

So what do you think about these questions? We know life exists within the 5% of the universe we can see. Is it possible that life could also exist within the energy and matter that makes up 95% of the universe?

Leave a comment and share your ideas.

Series: My awakening (part 2)

After that first surreal vision at the hospital in Kuwait, I didn’t have another similar experience until many years later, well beyond my time in the military. However, I did feel very different. I began to notice that I could “feel” other people’s emotional states a lot stronger than before.  I think most of us have come across someone who is really angry or depressed and picked up on it, but I began to feel myself being in tune with everyone I came close to. I wasn’t reading their specific thoughts, but it was like the primal energy behind those thoughts was radiating from their bodies, and I was able to perceive it.

It felt like a distinct tightness in my chest, even if I wasn’t directly interacting with them. Simple proximity was enough to cause me to be aware. This wasn’t an intentional effort to read people.  It was something I experienced like one would smell a scent from a nearby person who had on too much cologne or perfume. I didn’t always detect something from every single person, either. I speculated that some were just relaxed and didn’t radiate anything, or at least anything I would feel.

barpeopleAt the time, I was a man in my twenties with a very healthy sexual appetite. I could go to a club and easily recognize people who were attracted to me and open to “hooking up”. I felt like a hunter picking from willing “prey”. My mind would be very focused on the purely physical desire. I could move through the rooms of people socializing and find others to satisfy my needs.

I had a lot of one-night stands. Everything was consensual, it was just easier because I could feel how they were responding to me as we talked. I was good at short-term relationships, but my hunger for new people kept me disinterested in monogamy. Even today, twenty-plus years later, that still holds true.

It was a very mixed blessing however, due to my inability to filter. It became increasingly more difficult to be in crowds, and by the mid-nineties, I stopped going to clubs because I found a new way to make contact with people: computer bulletin boards and then the Internet.

In those early digital days, the BBS scene was local. I would dial-in to a computer set up to be a messaging board and could interact with others. Some of the BBS’s were configured to allow multiple users to connect at the same time on different phone numbers. This allowed for real time chat. The users were usually in my city because long-distance phone charges discouraged far away people from using the systems.

So these were smallish digital communities that would regularly host “BBS parties” at someone’s home. There was enough variety to keep me satisfied, and when the shift to the Internet began, an explosion of new people in “chat-rooms” hosted by companies like AOL and Yahoo felt like new hunting grounds.

By the late 90’s I had fully adapted my sensitives into my carnal lifestyle. I still struggled with feeling “sane” and almost daily questioned whether or not I was suffering from delusions and my sexual success was the result of the confidence they created. There were a lot of rough times, too.

And then the visions returned.

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